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i m Back again...
long time didn't post any message here...
now is 4.23am, sunday....
I could not sleep....
Not felt sleepy after all
But Hungry...
ehm..
this coming monday, i got another interview.....
is a job interview by the way...
hope i will success with this interview....
i m going to take finance assistant position...
ehm..nothing much to say liao..
because i m feel sleepy already....
maybe i m quite a kinda lazy to post something in here compared to last time....
haha....
but it is ok....
zzz...zzzz...zzz..
fall to sleep already.....
ok.......stop till here,,,,,
going to sleep now....
bye bye....zao an.....
i know i should say good night...
but now already 4.30am....
that mean....
it is earlier morning already...
then good morning....
Zao an.....zzz...zzz...zzz

how..

is it end of my life...
no......
even i have fail my exam but this does not mean that my life was end...
now i m decide to choose a new path for me to walk...
although this path might be difficult for me to walk due to my level.....
but it is ok....
cos this is my aim in my life....
ehm...hope i can handle it...

supprisingly...

jus now...
i saw dady curi curi eat durian...
haha....so unexpected...
hahah....

sien....

really damn shit....
really dislike ipoh here...
so boring....
haiz.
here in ipoh so boring with seldom got bus pass by here...
i rather stay in KL....cos at least there got many buses....
and some more got many shopping complex there....
really hate here....
yesterday once i entered ipoh again..
i m going to fever....
maybe i really dislike here....
ya..but it is true....
and some more i don any fren in ipoh ady...
i m feel loney in ipoh....
i like KL...
at least there i got many fren,....
haha....
until here oni lo....
happy mooncake festival to everyone...
^^...

My new lap top

Oh my god...
father..why you bought me a laptop..
that day i ady said that i don nid it...
but why you still want to buy...
you will dissapointed 1 if you buy me a laptop....
cos i want to give in studying UTAR..
instead i wan proceed further to ACCA.....
i tot that my sister ask you to buy for me...
but actually not...
cos today i owez force my sister to tell the truth...she said is dad willingnes,,,,
haiz.....
he did this kind of things make me felt that i so sorry to him....
haiz....and now i don know how to open my mouth and said that i wan give up......
cos at the time i born until now...he will not willing to buy something for me except i ask...
but this time he bought laptop for me without my consent....
he reallly change ady....
should i forgive him for what he had done on me when i was in child...
haiz...
nvm lu....
jus forgive him lu....
since he change a lot once upon a time i long time din bek to ipoh......
but now my problem still hvn been resolved...
cos still got a wall between me and him...
that is i don know how to open my mouth...
and said that will be terminated and continue my study in acca....
i m sure he will very dissapointed...
this afternoon...he said that...no matter how poor result i get...i must happy owez......
cos the result is the fact ady....
and i cannot change the fact i get...
so he ask me i should happy owez instead of sad....
he this sentences make me feel he change a lot....
cos last time of him...he will not said like this......
haiz....
really don know....
don know what will happened in future......
which path should i step on.......????
can anyone tell me....
TT......

Ghost again!!!!

Yesterday night, 21/9/2009...
i met a ghost at level 5 of cypress condominiun...
before that i and Jeron planning to play dota at cyber cafe
but unexpectedly happened....
tat time was about 12.00am smth....
then at the time we took lift....
Jeron press "B".....
but the lift took us to level 5...
then after that ofcos the door get opened...
and got a ghost came in ....
not a ghost....is two of ghost...
then i quickly ask Jeron came out of the lift...and take another lift....
but then the lift is stuck over there....
looks like forcing us to took the lift...
then i ask Jeron to took a stair lift..
at the time we took a stair lift...
i look at the ......
eyes both me and her look at each other....
then i ignore of it....
and proceed further to took a stair lift
with Jeron....
i saw Jeron really nervous....i think.....
i don know why he said the stair we took is too high,,,,,
and make us feel like the stair we took will never end...
then i go and look from upstair to downstair..
see what is going on....
then i see nothing oni...just like a normal.....
then i walk 1st lo...
he jus follow behind me....
finally we at ground floor,,.,
and we just get out from our unit...
and going to cyber cafe and have our fun at there.....
i don know whether it is true...
but i jus know from what i had seen....and such feeling....

accumulate money

nowadays
i try to accumulate my money in order to help tat gal....
help her settle the money...
so i cannot owez go there go here....
and seldom go out eat oso....
so sien...owez da pao....
but nevermind lu...
as a fren must give some helping hand ma.....

my exam is near....
very hard....
don know how,.....
nvm lu....
just std hard lo...

bye. bye... nothing to said liao....
TT......

Helping hand

jus now i went to maybank....
help her settle the debt....
i bank in small amount of money to the debtor...
hope faster help her settle the debt lo....then
she will not thinking of selling her body liao....
hehe...

my problem.....

actually i got many problem.....
i owez looks like nothing oni....
and jus hapi there hapi here.....
but this does not mean tat i m really hapi...
actually i got alot of problem.....
looks hapi in term of external view...
but inside there?.............
unhappy....
i cannot share with you all abot my problem...
cos these kind of problem..oni me can help myself.....
i m such person owez hide my problem inside my heart.....
and never been told to some.....except Jeron and Darton...
but unfortunately they oni know some of my problem....
hehe.....
so jeron....you no nid to admire me...
cos actually i m not so gud as you think....
i m such a normal people.....
but owez hide my problem.....then i try to solve it myself.....
..........
...........still got many to said.....
but until here oni lo.....
cos i wan to slept slept liao......hehe.....

Pity.......

i got a fren....
is She......
but i cannot tell u all her name......
she owes fren money...
quite a huge amount.....
around RM2000 something....
unfortunately she owes guy money....
same college......
but she does not know how to pay bek the money to them....
and tat guy owez warning her and buly her.....
he said... "if you don settle ur debt as soon as possible, then i will put ur photo in the web and sent to everyone...and said ur bad thing......"
she so pity le....
i ask her faster tell her parents about tis case.....
but she not dare....
don know how to help her....
haiz.....
she told me tat.....maybe she will sell her body to tat guy....
i advice her...."hei...there still got many solution....don sell ur body to tat bad guy...."
And i oso said tat "if you sell ur body to him...you will regret in future....."
then she said...."she has no choice"......cos they owez force her to settle the debts.......
"If unable to settle the debts....then she can sell her body"...they said
i m really sad to hear that....
she said "maybe she will do it after tomorrow".....
then i replied her "do you think that after u sell ur body to him, all ur debts will be settle..."
she answer me "i hope so"
i give a promptly replied, "I don't think so".....
then she said nothing....
now i m jus hope she don sell her body to tat guy lo....
cos there still got many solution tat we haven't found yet....
.....
ehm....Ask you all a question...
Is it true tat all guy will become bad becos of money...?
what kind of moral value is that!!!!!!!!
Really hateful!!!

H1N1...

here....
Utar..
got a student infected by H1N1.....
don know he or she....
but the victim is pursuing marketing course....
nowadays.....
many people wear mask to UTAR....
including Lecturer and staff.....
but i did not wear....
Last time...after tsunami.....SARS virus spread around us......
Since then i just wait and hoping that i m infected by SARS virus.....
but tis kind of virus seem to be solved....
but now.....recently.....
H1N1.......VIRUS.....
so i still got 1 more chance.....
tat is infected by H1N1......
hope i infected by H1N1...
.......xxxxxxxxxxxx
i wan reborn again....
i wan bcum a child again;........
and play with parents..................
i wan to die....
but all method to suicide is very painful 1 o.....
scare scare o....
so now hope i infected by h1N1....
so tat i can die easily without any painful...i think....
well...never try never know ma......
so after i die....i jus tell u all whether it is painful or not lo.....
IF..................
i have ady kena H1N1.........

Damn Shit......

today thesis proposal presentation.....
some kind a damn helll............................
my supervisor is guiding us wrongly.......
or......
we did it wrongly......
why my supevisor said about the matter is totally different from wat my lecturer said le.....
so sad....
whole proposal is wrong....
did presentation badly...
:(........................
really sad.......

what is love?

"IN THE WORLD, WHAT IS LOVE?"

LOVE IS BLIND...
LOVE IS EYED...
LOVE IS SWEET...
LOVE IS BITTER...
LOVE IS CARE...
LOVE IS HESITATION...
LOVE IS BARE...
LOVE IS DARE...
LOVE IS PEACE...
LOVE IS VIOLENT...
LOVE IS CLEAR...
LOVE IS DIRTY...
LOVE IS PROMINENT...
LOVE IS CONTAMINATE...
LOVE IS HEAVEN...
LOVE IS HELL...
LOVE IS CRASHING...
LOVE IS STICKY...
LOVE IS CRITICAL...
LOVE IS MYTHOLOGICAL...
LOVE IS BRITTLE..
LOVE IS MALLEABLE...
LOVE IS STRESSFUL...
LOVE IS INNOCENT...
LOVE IS BEST...
LOVE IS WORST....
LOVE IS NOTHING...
BUT LOVE IS EVERYTHING...
LOVE IS GOD...
LOVE IS DEVIL...
LOVE IS EVIL...
LOVE IS SHINING SUN...
LOVE IS BLINKING MOON...
LOVE IS BEAUTIFUL EARTH...
LOVE IS THE WORST LARVA OF EARTH...
LOVE IS HURTING...
LOVE IS PAINING...
BUT LOVE IS LOVABLE AND LOVE IS PAIN CLEAR...
LOVE IS LIKE THIS...
LOVE IS LIKE THAT...
LOVE IS TOO MUCH...

i may not know how to describe... just realise the person whom care u the most... YOU WILL FIND TRUE LOVE EVERYWHERE HIDDEN BUT PROMINENT WHEN LOOKS CLOSER... LOVE IS NOT ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND BUT ITS... BUT FOR ME...IS LOVE.... I LOVE THE LOVE AND LOVE DOES NOT LOVE ME...

shoot shoot

hei.....

bastard....

don run away....

i m chasing you now....

walau le...

so fast you run le......

oh .....

i so tired liao.....

ok...

i shoot you now....

"BANG BANG"

oh no....

i shoot wrong people.....

soli soli....

hei...tat guy....

dun run away.....

u are causing me shoot wrong people....

faster standing there and let me shoot you nicely...

oh...

ya hor...

who will standing there and let someone shoot...

oh....

finally u have no energy to run le....

u out of stamina le...

yup me too...

but i don give up....

to chase after you.....

ok...

you are under arrest.....

Finally.... i arrest one bad guy.....

and sacrifice one public....

cos jus now i shoot wrong people....hehe...

so soli to tat person....

nvm...

now....

who want me to help them arrest bad guy....

then jus call me....

bye.....

Gentlemen.........

Gentlemen....
if i gentlemen to let gal buli....
let gal lose my pride ...
i better go to die...
but b4 die....
i will attack them bek....
for those female who owez wanted their male fren b a gentlemen...
for sure....don know how their bf can tahan with them....
ofcos sometimes guy oso have to gentlemen lo....
but oso depends on situation lo......
so as a conclusion, guy have to be a gentlemen and gal oso have to be gentlewomen.
haha......

chao taufu (smelly taufu)

my first time eat chao tau fu yesterday, tuesday, 22/7/2009....
feel like cannot tahan with the smell....
i said "oh my god", "oh my god"
then i try to eat it....
then my heart said....
my mouth sure will busuk busuk.....
haha....
don know le......
don know why it is smelly...
but after eat...
no smell 1.....
well...
my 1st time eat....
i close my eyes and ate.....
haha....
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aiyoyoyoyoyoyo

now raining...
cannot sleept...
raining....
got thunder.....
and the sound quite scary......
i so fear now....
but nth can do....
hope god don accidentally thunder on me lo...
cos i m gud boy ma...
haha...
not oni gud buy, but smart boy too,....
haha...smart and clever.....
haha.....
i think maybe god admire on me tat i so smart, gud and clever....
tat why thunder god "thunder on me.....
aiyoyoyoyooyyoyoyo......
why thunder on me wo..........?
thunder god......
u better help those area whereby that area's electricity is being cut.....
u better thunder on those location...
so tat area have electricity lo....
haha....
so tat people who stay in tat area will thankful to you...
u thunger on me, i will directly die o...
hehe....
then after tat....
my mum ask guan yin (god)...to call police god to arrest you o...
at that time..u sure will cham cham....
i got no problem a.......
cos i will reborn....
my mum ask guan yin to let me reborn...
haha....
me enjoy in this new year, at the mean while, u suffer in the jail.....
haha....
fear le....
haha....
then now i think u won thunder on me again....
haha.....
well...
now still raining...
haiz....
god is crying now.....
don know how.....
don cry lo....
god god....
i love you ya...god....
nah sek sek ni......
muacks......god....
hehe....
still not enough ar....?
aiyoyooyoyo...
so naughty ya....
nvm....nah... muacks x 100000000
enough ady le....
hehe....
good god since you are stop crying now.......
hehe...^^........
well.....anyway...
i love you gods...............

fever.....

Today i so suffer....
fever....
TT...
felt cold now....
wanted to hug some body......
headache...
haiz..
force myself to do my assignment......
hvn finish yet....
haiz....
now listening to song....
using MP4.....
while do assignment.....
haiz.......
although i looks like normal...
fever still can laugh.....
but actually i really suffer...
looks like normal in terms of externality...
but internal part.....
pain pain o....
mummmyyyyyyy......
where are you now....?
i need ur caring.........
nvm lu,.....
actually she oso don know i m fever....
hehe.....
i think by tis morning i will feel better...
cos i sweat during sleep time......
hehe...
all poison is goin out from my lovely body.....
haha.....

Accidentally

oh no.....i accidentally use Yi Hui's spoon....

so how...

haha...

now she is angry....

haha...same like me last time when i was in child before i go to study diploma....

haha....

i still remember tat my elder sister accidentally uses my spoon last time...

don know when ady...

but before i come to std in KL lo....

then after tat i oso angry...

haha....

then scold my elder sister....

then ask my mum buy a new one for me....

haha..

everytime when my spoon and cup is being used by others, i will ask my mum to buy a new one for me...

haha....

really miss tat memory...

but now everything has been past.....

haiz.....

and now i change a lot.....

after i came here, KL...and study.....

haha...

why i suddenly change...?

maybe tat time i found a new gf....

then she change me....

i think is like tat gua...

but now everything is over....

ehm.....

now they separate their spoon with us...i think...

nevermind...

oh....

I found my treasure.....

u see....

tat picture is my treasure...

haha....

i bought so many spoon....

cos i want to reserve for my grandpa who owez find me about 4 to 5 am smth....

he is already death...

i so miss him....

even he is death...but i still can sense tat he is beside me.....

haiz..

everything has been past...

nth can do ady....

last time when i was in form 2......

he owez wake me up..

ask me to go tuition.....

actually he is my gud grandpa....

at nite, he give me "sweet"..

hehe...

actually he sayang me more than papa do....

but nvm lo..

haha....

bye bye, grandpa.....

remember to teach me how to do investment ya....

i wan to learn from you...

hehe........ok lo...

until now oni lo....

bye...gtg to class...

o ya....

"Wish she faster happy bek lo..."

u guess who..?

the hints is on tis blog...

jus now i got mention her name...

haha.....

cos i know the feeling of items being used by other people....

last time i oso angry....but now...

didn't.......

and some more...i owez drink other people botol...

during basketball time...

cos i lazy to take my own botol......

haha....

Bon Odori, 2009

on this day, 18/7/2009, i, Jeron and Darton going to times square and sg. wang.

but quite bore...

hehe...

don know le...

maybe 3 loney guy go there walk walk...

and then observe people dating lo....or pak toh ..

haha...

really jealous of them...

but nvm lu...

then we accompany Darton go to see Toys shop 1st....

then we saw many transformer or watever toys there...

but very expensive...

hehe...

then the owner of that shop, don wan to serve us...

instead she kick us out, 3 loney poor guys....

haiz...

so sad....

nvm lu...

then after tat, we saw theme park at timesquare...

then i remember bek when i was in form 3,

my tuition trip to genting and timesquare.

tat day i promise myself tat i will go there, theme park and play....

but until now i still haven't do my promise yet...

haiz...

don know how..

maybe no one accompany me go timesquare theme park and play gua....

really hope got someone accompany me go there and play lo...

hehe...

then after tat we go sg. wang...

then jus walk walk lo....

then after tat we saw so pretty gal pass by us...

then my eyes and Jeron eyes look at her as she pass by us....

haha...

really hamsap la...

both of us...

haha......

then after tat we go to bon odori, 2009....

(Japanese Ghost Festival)

but we were late to reach there....

so we miss a lot of thing there...

so that, we go there and dance lo...

japan dance gua...

but we don know how to dance...

haha...

then after tat darton go to find his fren...

me and Jeron continue our dance...

beside us, still got other people dance...

haha....

saw many people wear japanese cloth...

haha...

and saw japanese gal too...even not so many...

now i m thinking, if my wife in future wear japanese cloth for me...

then gud lo....

haha.....

i really will appreciate my wife when she wear japanese cloth for me....

haha...

don know le....

maybe i like to go japan there gua...

tat why i wish my wife in future wear japan cloth lo...

haha....

after the festival is over..

then we going bek lo....

then tat time...

got a girl holding Darton.....

she is Darton fren....

Darton tat time looks so suprising...

haha....

and he felt shy shy too....

haha....

then after tat Darton fren fetch us bek lo....

but his fren boy fren jus leave us at sunway there....

so dissapointed...

we tot tat they will send us bek at sg .long

but then...

haiz...

no choice lo...

then we took taxi at sunway lo...

and bek lo...

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